chocked

hi, long time before the last article, well i apologise dear readers;
i actuallly don't have much time for my blog this year, but what i personnally experienced this day urges me to write.
in fact i don't go out too much, and this year is my first using the bus to go to school, while i was waiting, the world chocked me: are we really in a contry which its religion is islam?, i doubt.
the girl is never open minded when she hold a boy's hand, in public or shadow, she is just, and sorry for the true word, dirty, and visa versa( i mean for the boy too). don't ape the american, their culture and religion aren't ours at all, protect yourself that god honored.
when i came back home crying, my mother said :
_deal with it, it's the reality, and what matters to me is that you're good girl.
i can't beleive it, how can you live and accept something so wrong, my whole world crashed at that moment, my innocence was abused for the first time and gone with the wind.
everyone repet that if he tried to advise someone, this personn may fight him or laugh at him, but what it seems to me that we are all thinking like that.
just read, think and devellop ideas but don't answer me. i'm not in a mood for this.